Live in the PRESENT

I think I should start being mindful while doing things

Being Mindful & Being Present 

Because by being mindful I think I will enjoy my food more, my friends and family more

I want to enjoy anything I'm doing more

because one of  the problem I have now is I don't enjoy or appreciate everything I have

I find myself constantly worrying about the future

When I'm spending time with people I have already been thinking about what I should or have to do next

thinking about what I want to say next instead of really paying focus on that person talking and listening to that person 

Life is just too ironic to understand 

I don't know who I am and what I am living for anymore 

Feel so empty inside, like the big hole inside me will never be filled.

I know I am still young, and probably shouldn't and couldn't think like this but I just can't help thinking this way 

Most of the time I don't care about the future, 

I feel stuck & hopeless......................

I don't know what I'm living for and why I am even alive. 

I'm not depressed just empty inside.